Lite poesi

I walk through these hallways
and people they stare
I'm sure that they hate me
I'm sure they don't care
Everyday I'm lonely
Just a freak among people
But no one ever told me
That we are all equal
Even I, the freak
I'm worth just as much
Didn't seem like it though, since I used to seek
friendship, love, or even a gentle touch
No one did love me
No one did care
and did anyone catch me, when I fell?
I was always so scared
I walked through those hallways
Just a ghost among you
There were so many days
I wished I could show you what I could do
Show you all
That I am not worthless
But in front of me was a wall
And behind, there was a mess
You were on the other side
Laughing, talking, singing
I, the mess, did nothing but hide
since I thought there was no way for me to win
I wanted your attention
But none of you could see
None of you could hear
None of you could feel
You couldn't see the sorrow in my gaze
You couldn't hear the words I never dared to speak
You didn't feel what I felt, when you ignored me
You never knew how it hurt
No one ever did catch me
And nobody's aware
That I'm watching them now, from above
Like they would ever care

